Written Channeling 08/14/24: Soul Surrender

To be one with Nature, to be one with your Soul is to be one with God. Soul Surrender is a path of deep devotion and Trust in Divine Spirit. What does it mean to embody your Higher Self within the body? We are letting go of the attachment of identity to our created Self to embody the Truth and purpose of our Higher Self and Soul-Source Connection.

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I am a light channel. I embody and reflect frequencies of Light. In the face of light, there’s nothing to hide. I do not show you this—you see it for yourself. We all reflect Light to each other. In the face of light, we meet our fear.

Fear is the real trickster. We fear our light because of the Truth that’s revealed. We fear the unknown. We fear Spirit. We fear surrender. We fear Divine Union. We fear Faith. We fear Destiny. We fear what it means to actually know nothing. We fear because of what surrender to God actually asks of us.

Faith, Surrender, the Unknown, is our right of passage to union with Divine Spirit. What does it mean to hand over everything to God? What does to mean to embody God within our Self? The mind likes to tell us that if we handover ourselves to God, then there is loss or we aren’t taking responsibility. What it looks like to serve Divine Spirit has been distorted in so many ways. Serving Divine Spirit is actually a great self-responsibility—one of self-discipline, deep devotion, and letting go again and again. It’s not easy. We keep learning and our own self-mastery allows it to become easier (in a way), but our devotion brings us to our edge. It’s a balancing act. It’s an artistry.

Our true act of service to Divine Spirit is our emotional surrender and our surrender of all. This state of service no one will see. Our surrender of all is deep devotion to act in accordance to Divine Guidance—that is it. To surrender it all, to handover ourselves to God, is to act in deep devotion and accordance to Divine Guidance—that is all. It is letting go of our Self. We are constantly meeting more.

We fear losing our Self. In a way, the Self is lost through this process because our Self is not our pure Divine Nature. Your Soul is not your Self. Your Higher Self is not your Self. Soul-Source embodiment is only possible through letting the Self go. The Self is a choice of expression. The Self is a personality that has been created. This is why we talk about ego deaths. The ego are the parts of our Self that we have created, that exist only by this life and the experiences you’ve had. When we experience ego deaths, it is a choice in letting go of who we think we are—it’s a choice in letting go of the parts of our Self we recognize have only been created, but aren’t necessarily Truth.

In an ego death, we recognize that there is something greater and in order for that greater to be here what we have created of our Self cannot stay. This process is one of letting go of the Self we have created as we see the Truth of our Soul, Higher Self, and Divine Presence in Spirit, so that we can become and embody that as the Self instead.

We integrate the Higher Self into the body as we choose a higher truth and higher perspective rather than what we have been taught or created through our past or attachment. This can only be when we truly dissolve the Personality Self. This doesn’t mean we no longer have self-expression, we actually allow all to be expressed through us. This doesn’t happen all at once and it is always our choice.

Yes, this can be alarming to the nervous system and the mental body, so it’s necessary to have a solid foundation, strong practice, resources, and support system. It’s alarming to the nervous system and mental body because you created your sense of Self for a reason. It’s what allows you to feel your individuality, your sovereignty, your power of choice, and in many cases, it is what allows you to feel safe and secure. What we are continually learning is that none of those things go away in integrating our Higher Self and Soul, they are actually more present in the body in a way we didn’t think was possible. This is because we are all so, so unique in our soul-source connection.

The larger the death, the more space this aspect of your personality self is taking up in the body and your field. When we come before Divine Spirit, when we come before our Higher Self, and when we come before our Pure Soul, we will meet death many times. We have to support the nervous system and the mental body through this process. We have to know within our Self, that what we truly desire is Divine Spirit to have the softening to let go. This is why it is so incredibly important to not rush our process, and to truly listen to our Divine Guidance, allowing acceptance for the ways in which we’re still learning. Spirit will always guide you only to what you are truly ready for. That doesn’t mean it won’t feel challenging, but you will have the capacity even if it stretches you.

Part of our process is learning when we meet our edge and slowing back down to support the body. We can only do that through acceptance, self-love, and grace, which is why that is usually what we are learning first. We can’t have the part of the ego that wants to push us past our edge to try to get somewhere faster because we can get hurt. It is a balancing act to hone our Trust with Divine Spirit and handover our Self to God.

We will fear a lot through this process, but we will also witness miracles.

Your fear is never to be pushed through. No matter where you are in your process, the moment fear arrives, that is what you are doing now—listening, processing, recognizing the truth of the fear and handing that over to your Soul, your Spirit, and God, then you can continue forward when you center back in Trust and Truth. The fear might still be there, but it will be way smaller and definitely not in the driver seat.

There is a lot to this world that is unseen. You don’t need to see it all at once. You don’t need to receive it all at once. It’s important to know that seeing something doesn’t change your reality because it was actually always there. What changes is you now have the opportunity to shift your perception of reality and that gives you a key that allows you to create greater possibility within your reality that was always existing.

It is meant to be fun. Whenever in doubt come back to Divine Spirit. There is only where you are right now, only what you feel for yourself within your being and Soul. All of this is a choice.